What awaits you on the other side of overthinking and obsession
What it takes to stop overthinking and obsessing over emotions, decisions, and doomsday scenarios, and what awaits you on the other side
I remember overthinking and obsessing endlessly — over emotionally charged interactions, critical decisions, failures and embarrassments, nonsensical cultural and political topics, world ending scenarios.
Whenever I had “free time”, each would consume me, all day, every day.
So I would stay numbed and distracted — overusing substances, bingeing food and TV, working 16-30 hour stretches nearly 7 days a week (except when I went gambling all weekend).
Today, none of that.
It wasn’t magic. Below I share what it really took to reach this state. Something anyone can achieve, as a completely normal person like me did.
I would spend days and weeks over emotionally charged interactions. The closer the person was to me, the longer I would be consumed by it.
Breakups took years to move on from.
Family fights would keep me angry and brooding for weeks.
Random strangers could have me wrangled up for days.
Nowadays, if it even bothers me at all, it can be dropped in seconds or minutes (unless it’s frustration, which I kinda intentionally enjoy for about 15-20 minutes 😅).
Some deeper cases, I intentionally spend a few hours or give it as much space as it needs to process and move through my body.
But I realized that most emotions are just being produced by my mind trapped in a toxic perspective and generating endless sick thoughts which lead to absolutely unnecessary emotions.
I shifted the context I live in, that’s why most things don’t even bother me any more. And those that do, can either be dropped quickly or be given the time and space they need to be processed,
Critical decisions. From taking forever to now letting it take however long it takes to know. Through: Feeling. Giving space. Listening to intuition and instinct. Contemplating.
Some decisions can take days — and that’s a good thing. But it doesn’t feel like being stuck in overthinking and procrastination forever.
It feels like movement, processing, and arriving at what feels right from a place of deep trust and confidence — something I would never feel, no matter how much time I gave it.
Failures and embarrassments — from flashbacks that would go on for months and years to being absolutely nonexistent now.
No embarrassment — I own my unique weirdness and craziness.
And I see failing gracefully as the only real path to true wholesome success.
Ruminating over global and cultural dramas and world ending scenarios — for entertainment purposes only, which I do enjoy once or twice a year.
Earlier, I had deep depression for 3 years because of what I saw in the world. I would be obsessed, doomscrolling, anxious, overwhelmed, coming up with plans to save the world, being deeply frustrated and enraged at corruption and inefficiency at all levels.
Today, I laugh at all of it as a cosmic joke. I keep up with news from a very safe distance, to stay somewhat informed, but mostly it’s just for entertainment purposes.
Because I realized, this is the theater of the absurd.
That’s what this world is meant to be.
And it’s not meant to be changed or saved.
It is not a flaw in the system, it is by design.
It is what is desired at a deep unconscious level.
What awaits beyond the distractions
All the cultural and geopolitical dramas are meant to keep us entertained and distracted from our true being. From actually loving and enjoying life amidst the chaos.
That’s what I do now, whether it’s a personal drama or a crazy global situation, I love and enjoy life anyway.
I realized that suffering and obsessing and overthinking doesn’t actually make any difference to what is happening. It only steals my presence and joy and bliss and peace.
Today I value all that too much to exchange it for any drama.
I know this is a very enlightened way to live. But it wasn’t luck or accident that got me here.
Clearly I’ve suffered and struggled, from whatever I described above.
I’ve been where everyone is.
I’ve been closely impacted by terr-rist attacks.
I’ve gone through deep breakups.
I’ve been addicted, lost, disconnected, empty, anxious, depressed, overthinking, overwhelmed by it all.
And I realized one thing — it’s all in the mind.
My mind. Your mind. It’s all the same.
And mastering it is the same too.
For each and every one of us.
That’s what I teach now.
In applied, real-world scenarios.
I don’t teach you meditation. I ask you what’s actually happening here and now, and in realtime guide you to change how you experience it.
I teach you to take leaps into the unknown, that are scary and irrational, and yet, you know you need to take.
I could never do those. And now it’s like brushing my teeth — sometimes I don’t feel like it, but I do it most of the time on a daily basis 😂
I went from being an over thinker to someone who quit his $200k job at Amazon in Seattle and moved to the rainforest in Brazil to do an 8-year training as an ayahuasca shaman.
I then quit my highly respected position at a globally leading retreat center to build my vision of a soul amusement park and sanctuary.
Who signed a 6 figure contract when I was on the edge of 5 figures in my account.
And I made all of those things happen. Effortlessly. No anxiety. No overwhelm. No overthinking.
What it took was mastering my mind, trusting myself and my intuition, completing my healing journey, owning and using my power, tapping into my creativity and genius.
Apart from all that it was knowing and seeing and embracing the duality in reality. Understanding the laws of consciousness and metaphysics.
Learning to bend reality and surrender to life at the same time.
That’s what my mentorship encompasses, whether it’s The Season of You mastermind group, 1+1 virtual spaces, or the ultimate portal — the ayahuasca immersions at my sanctuary in the rainforest.
Whatever consumes you into overthinking and obsessing — whether it’s emotions, decisions, or the apparently dark world we live in — it robs you of the incredible adventure of a life that your soul has designed for you.
That’s what you are being distracted and pulled away from.
That’s what I leaped into. Gracefully and thankfully.
That’s the life I guide you to live.
Your own soul’s adventure.
Whatever it has waiting for you.
When that level of life calls you,
send me a message to begin your journey.
