At least a dystopian apocalypse is recognizably bad —
the utopian delusion is a spiritual and material carrot —
one we have been chasing for millennia —
without realizing the evil behind it.

What’s so sinister about it?

Both the apocalypse and the utopia of perfection are rooted in survival.

They are both a fear-based survival response.

One is rooted in the fear of bad happening.

The other is rooted in control — to prevent the bad thing happening.

Because that’s the only real purpose of a perfect world —
zero conflict and perfect harmony —
where everyone just gets along in love and light.

Your mind will immediately reject this —
“It’s ridiculous! Even without trying to prevent the apocalypse —
Why wouldn’t we want zero conflict and perfect harmony?!
Why wouldn’t we want everyone to get along in love and light?!”

You see laddie, until you truly break out of survival mode —
until you truly come into real power, the divine kind —
you won’t understand why our world is already a perfect utopia —
why this is god’s heaven, rather than the picture painted by saints and prophets.

They come not to create utopia or get us into the perfect heaven —
they just need to sell us that to keep the perfect balance.

You see, the perfect utopia, the perfect harmony —
it isn’t when people get along with each other —
it isn’t when there’s zero conflict.

The perfect world is the harmony of duality —
when light and dark, good and evil are in perfect harmony and balance.

That’s god’s idea of heaven.
That’s a divine utopia.
And we are living in it.

This is it.

This is the ultimate manifestation of divine will and desire.

We keep thinking we can’t understand “god’s mind”.
That we can’t understand the “mysterious ways”.

The truth is, we don’t want to.
And that too is by design.

Because when you do, you realize —
that the veil between conscious and unconscious — it disappears.

You realize that the unconscious and dark desires —
are now to be performed consciously and intentionally.

It’s just easier on our hearts and minds to “not understand”.
To be frustrated, angry, ashamed, and guilty is so much easier.
To blame god and pretend not to understand it is so much easier.

Than to realize we are god playing games with itself.

Then you realize the whole thing is about playing.

And instead of the darker, sicker games —
you can actually choose other games to play.

When I say darker and sicker —
I’m actually talking about utopia and saving the world.

These are the darkest and dumbest games we have ever played.

So yes, I started with the title:
I Survived The Dystopian Apocalypse,
Then I Survived The Utopian Delusion —
This is what I found after...

What I’ve been describing is what I found after — the perfect harmony of duality.

I’ve also been describing “surviving” and escaping the utopian delusion.

But I also wrote that I survived the apocalypse.

And you must be wondering, “Did I miss the news?”
“Did the apocalypse happen without me realizing??”
“Did I miss the actual apocalypse?!”

No my dear, you’re very likely living in it.

I survived it — you’re still living in the hell of surviving it.

Because the apocalypse never really happens.

It’s a story.
Just like the utopian carrot we chase endlessly and with ultimate futility —
The dystopian nightmare is something we keep running from —
endlessly and with ultimate futility.

It’s a nightmare from which you can wake up at any time.
Literally, that’s all it is — a living nightmare.

I’ve actually lived through it several times.
I fully believed it was about to happen or already happening.
I’ve imagined and had waking nightmares about:
worldwide internet blackouts, climate crisis, AI and Alien overlords, thermonuclear world wars, biowarfares and pandemics, nature wiping us out through cataclysmic events, collapse of the global financial system.

These are all nightmares most of the world is living through —
believing they are real.

That’s the sad beauty of it.
It’s so damn real when you believe it’s happening.
That you don’t realize the simplest truth —
there are countless other realities happening simultaneously.

You experience the station you are tuned into —
like live TV or radio —
you can only be on one station or channel at a time.

Even though they are all happening together.
You cannot be fully present and consciously experience them all at once.

And this is where we get lost in the nightmares —
we get fully sold and consumed by a single channel —
for extended periods.

That is just one endless movie playing out.

It will never end — even when “the end of the world” movie is playing —
It just keeps rolling from one scenario into another — endlessly.

That’s the game.
And if one channel were to end —
you would just switch to the next —
and for most people —
that would happen without you even realizing it.

Because there are endless dystopian nightmare channels —
all running live at the same time.

It’s an endless buffet.
And in each of them — you get to either play the angel or the demon.
Except you will most likely always believe you are the angel.
You are doing what you believe is the right thing to save the world.
And at least half of that world will believe you are the devil destroying it.

And none of it will matter —
because they are all storylines within one movie on one channel.
And on that channel you will experience the consequences.
You will believe in whatever “afterlife” story you choose.
And you will just continue “living” it out.
Because there is no such thing as “after” life.
It’s all life. Within this channel, this mind, this body.
And then in the next.

You ask what happens “after” this body?
You just get another!
By choosing another channel.
Either consciously or unconsciously.
It’s really as simple as that.

The only difference is whether you tap into real power —
or just keep playing video-games.

This is what I meant by “I survived the dystopian apocalypse.”
I unsubscribed from all the channels of dystopia AND utopia.

Because all utopian channels are by default dystopian channels.
Only a dystopia needs a utopia to exist.

I found infinity, eternity, immortality — in the soul.
I found that which can never end — life.
That which flows in all stories — spirit.

I stopped identifying with that which begins and ends.
I became that which experiences all of it — endlessly.

That which cannot end has no need to survive.

This doesn’t mean I dishonor that which does begin and end.
I love my body. I also know it has a definite beginning and end.

Which too is quite an illusion —
because all matter is energy shifting forms.

The body is formed from seeds, soil, water, food, and air —
and it turns back into seeds, soil, water, food, and air.

It only has a beginning and end in form and appearance.
Beyond that, it’s just different forms of energy morphing.

The confusion happens because we don’t realize —
we are the soul inhabiting the body.

It’s a vehicle —
quite a spectacular vehicle —
divinely designed to perfection in it’s engineering —
each beautiful in it’s own unique way —
and ours until it dies.

We think it’s such a great achievement to keep bodies alive longer.
Why are we so attached to “our” body —
when there’s a literal infinite supply of them —
on this planet and the countless others in existence.

The whole thing is based in scarcity and fear.
And that’s fine. It causes us to do crazy and marvelous things.
Sure, it’s great that we get to experience a longer storyline.
I think that’s the only real purpose of it.
It’s fun to “remember” a longer movie.

But really, when you zoom out —
it’s an infinite series of movies —
all played by one actor —
and when you remember that actor —
when you realize you are that actor —
all of a sudden you realize —
how little this one short story matters.

Because in the grand scheme of infinity —
everything is a short story.

We want to live for 120, 150, 300, 600, 900 —
even 1000+ years!
Wow, how cool, what an achievement!

Then come the “delusional ones” —
those who want to be immortal and live forever.

We already freaking do!
We have been living forever, and will continue living forever.

When you do realize that —
that’s when you appreciate “forgetfulness” and “death”.

That’s when the end of the story actually makes so much sense.
Because it’s great to have these chapters.
And then move on from them.
Into another story.

That’s when you realize —
this is the ultimate utopian heaven —
where light and dark are in perfect harmony —
where bad and evil actually helps create fulfilling stories —
and puts an end to the story when it’s been long enough.

Bad and evil, death and forgetting aren’t something to extinguish —
we created it and wish it upon ourselves!
These aren’t forces and experiences we want to escape —
These are some of the core driving forces of life!
The ultimate core divine force expressed in different ways.

It’s all a game —
the only question is —
are you playing the one you actually want to play?

That’s all I teach you how to do.
To start playing the game you, your soul, came to play in this body, at this time.
Because it’s not just one game per body.
There’s numerous games, numerous lives you get to live in this one longer story.

That’s the only reason the idea of utopia is “evil”.
You get bought into one game “forever”.

Chasing perfection. Until you wake up.

You come to realize —
your story, is the story you came to live —
perfectly imperfect.

Even where you are now.
Whatever is the story you are experiencing —
is the becoming of the next phase —
which is the becoming of the next phase —
and the next.

The difference is how much you enjoy the phases —
no matter what is happening —
because you realize —
it’s all part of the game you came to play.

So come play

But we barely understand a fraction of the known universe, let alone the what we don’t know about what we don’t even know exists.

Add to that invisible dimensions and hidden fields, black holes which are still relatively as much a mystery as they were prior to discovery.

But more than all that is out there, the greatest mystery is consciousness.

That one pesky thing that science tries to reduce and disqualify merely as brain activity.

Yet, many scientists are awakening to the facts that mystics have been pointing to for millennia — consciousness isn’t the result of the evolution of the universe.

Consciousness is the fundamental material of the universe.

It’s not energy or matter — both of those are a duality —an expression of the singularity that is consciousness.

There is only one thing really in the universe that is singular — consciousness.

EVERYTHING that emerges from this singularity is dual in nature.

That’s existence — the emergence of duality.

The famous line: “Everything that has a beginning has an end.”

Consciousness is that which is beyond beginning and end.

Beyond causality and duality.

The truly infinite and eternal nature of the universe.

That’s what the current logical mind cannot comprehend — something beyond duality and causality.

Simply because we have conditioned ourselves into a logic that isn’t actually rooted in reality.

This is what the mystics call “the illusion”.

It’s not that physical reality is the illusion — it’s that we cannot grasp that it is a projection of the unified consciousness.

And that unified consciousness is something each of us can experience and embody.

That is where mind, matter, spirit, energy — all become one coherent expression.

It is in the split of duality — when we try to be one instead of the other — we keep creating fragmented expressions — that fragment us further.

This is supposed to break your brain.

If you don’t understand it — that’s a good thing.

You are meeting the limits of your conditioned logic.

There is a higher logic that has been expressed in ancient mystical sciences.

That anyone can make sense of simply by witnessing the true nature of reality.

From the place of unified consciousness within themselves.

It’s just a matter of stepping out of the logic you believe to be true.

Yes, you, the skeptic, rationalist, materialist, atheist — you too have deeply conditioned beliefs.

Your science is as much a religion as any other.

It too is based on a theory that has a magical origin.

The singularity cannot be understood or described in words.

That’s what mystics and scientists have attempted for millennia and centuries.

It’s like explaining depth and height to an ant — it’s a different dimension.

The only difference is that your mind is actually capable of evolving and perceiving higher dimensions of reality.

The only caveat is that it’s up to you.

This evolution is a choice.

One you only understand once you make it.

The limited logic is not a flaw.

The pretense of limitation is by design.

It creates games of purpose and play.

It makes the experience of life richer.

Playing hide and seek with the divine.

The divine creates darkness, hides answers in it—
and we feel elated when we find it —
How fun!

Because once you wake up —
the game is over.
Until you go back to sleep.
Which you choose to do.
Because the games are fun.

The funny thing is — this is what scientists are going to “find”, one way or another, at the heart of every singularity in the physical universe — themselves — their true self — consciousness.

The answers they are seeking are a game they are playing.
A game that divine consciousness is playing with itself through them.

It doesn’t actually want to find the answers —
it just wants to keep playing!

This is why most things in this world are upside down.

This is why we find ourselves in constant loops —
chasing butterflies, dragons, and our own tails —
ALL kinds of illusions.

Believing we don’t know.
And that knowing will solve our problems.

There are no problems.
It’s all a game.

That you are meant to enjoy playing.

And that’s what I teach you to do.

Play with life. Have fun with divine realizations.
Inject that fun and playfulness into every aspect of your life.
Live in the divine play in your everyday life — where you are.
This is higher consciousness —
not a retreat from life —
an infinitely deepening immersion into it.

Come play

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TLDR: stop looking at consciousness as a problem to be solved.
Realize it as an impossible mystery to be explored eternally.

The only way science might have a breakthrough with consciousness is when the scientists stop looking at it as a problem to be solved.

To “solve” the origin of consciousness is to understand the origins of existence and the universe.

When you understand the truth and reality about consciousness, you realize it cannot be solved.

Because it is an eternal mystery. Eternally unsolvable. Eternally unknowable.

Approach it then with playfulness and curiosity.

It is a game to be played. Play it scientifically, artfully, mystically, skeptically, faithfully — it doesn’t matter, as long as you are playing.

People have become so serious about solving this problem. As though it will make any real difference. As though it will matter. As though it will fill the void in their being.

That’s what we are all seeking in the answers to this problem — meaning.

And that is the one place it can’t be found.

Meaning is found in the search, in playing with the mystery, in creation, in communion — not in the answer itself.

People have been inventing origin stories and theories of everything since ancient times. Modern stories and theories are just sophisticated refurbishments of the same old, stripped of sentimentality and romanticism.

More importantly, they are all rooted in the insecurity of the underlying truth of the unknowable.

The unfathomable, uncomfortable, unnerving truth of the eternal mystery.

The one that requires a total surrender of control and a return to trust and faith.

Not in some deity. Rather in the truth. In the knowing that everything has worked out and continues to do so, without human knowing and understanding.

We believe cracking the code will lead to the end of all debates and problems. The beginning and end of utopia. When in reality, we live in god’s image of utopia.

The universe is created as deemed to be an ultimate, self-balancing, self-preserving, self-sustaining, self-fueling, eternally expanding utopia.

Where darkness is known to be a vital ingredient in the recipe of utopia.

This is the truth we keep fighting. The truth we refuse to accept. The denial that keeps us blind to the obviousness of the answers we most desperately seek.

This is the fundamental truth realized by those who attain real enlightenment.

The obvious truth that darkness is fundamental to creation and existence.
And that the great mystery is unknowable, unsolvable, and truly eternal.

This is not a belief or a debate. It is the fundamental reality seen and known from higher consciousness. Without distortion, fear, and narrative.

Simply by witnessing reality from that level of clarity, one can know the truth.
And in that truth, one can find real peace. Which too, is the fundamental nature of our being.

Only at that level can real, lasting peace be known. Where there is no fight with reality. Where everything is seen as divinely ordered — including darkness and chaos.

This is not a resignation to evil. It is the realization that the good fight must be fought. That’s what gives our life purpose and meaning. That’s the reason and rationale to darkness — so existence has meaning.

Not to end it, rather to keep life going.

That’s the purpose of challenges, resistance, problems, obstacles, entropy, suffering, and darkness. That’s the purpose of time — to slow down, to retard, to enjoy life in the making.

Without the opposing forces, time collapses and everything is realized instantly. There is no life to be lived because everything is instantaneous. Time gives meaning to life. Not death. But time itself. For the eternally realized being, death doesn’t exist. It’s simply a change of form. Which happens countless times in every body inhabited.

The real purpose comes from opposition, which is most precisely encoded in the laws of time and eternity.

Problems that give us purpose.
Which give our individual lives meaning as we “make the world better”.

And problems that can never be solved.
Which become games that can be eternally played.

This is liberation. When you solve problems and find purpose, not to some end, but for living life itself.

You aren’t some genius for figuring out that there is no ultimate purpose to life. Mystics have known this since ancient times. They also figured out what cynics never could — the highest purpose of life is to be lived. That’s where play comes in. It is equal to living.

The one who plays with life, in all ways — having fun, getting frustrated, fucking, freaking out, solving problems, creating other problems, and just being human, being alive — that’s living enlightenment.

Which, in reality, is what most of humanity does. Just unconsciously.
We are all living perfect lives, as intended by the divine.
Your problems are not curses and punishments for your sins.
They are your divine gifts. That give your life meaning.
Yet, in the grand scheme, it’s all a cosmic play.
If you “fail” your mission, it doesn’t matter.
Nor does it matter if you succeed.

There is no eternal glory.
That’s just a dull and boring story.

All that is created to alleviate the suffering mind.
But the real freedom comes from knowing truth.

That everything is divinely designed.
That all evil is also good at the highest levels of consciousness.
That you, in “god’s” mind, wouldn’t change a thing.
Not in the way you and other humans typically think.
You wouldn’t erase suffering and darkness in an absolute way.
Sure you would grant grace — precisely and purposefully as the divine does.
Not to make problems disappear. Simply to move a story forward.

The great and grand cosmic problems are not problems at all.
They are the design of existence. Mysteries to be engaged with forever.
In “new and different ways”. Except there is nothing really new and different.
And that is the beauty of it. For the one who realizes, even engaging with the mystery is just one of the games. And there are other games to play.
Simple human games. That we all play.
Just from a different lens. Without the unnecessary drama and suffering. Unless that’s what you would like to enjoy from time to time.
The difference is that it goes from being unconscious and accidental to purposeful and intentional.

If you are looking for a guide who will remind you and teach you to make life an enjoyable game, that’s what you’ve found in me. Message to begin your journey.

It’s just like life-endings — unless there is an untimely catastrophe, it’s a slow, gradual process of breaking down the old and emerging into the new.

There are physical deaths and spiritual deaths. We have many of those in our single physical life as humans. And the world too.

That’s what we are going through collectively right now — a major spiritual death at a global scale.

Most people imagine the end of the world is some cataclysmic horror show or a natural event that wipes us out entirely.

Spiritual deaths are extremely chaotic periods where an old way of being ends and new one emerges — whether for an individual or the collective.

While most people obsess over how the world is going to end, and then try to prevent and control it.

Let’s understand what it actually means for the world to end.

Because that’s what is most important.

Most people believe the end of the world is the end of humanity or the end of the planet earth.

But in reality, a spiritual death for the world is more akin to the shedding of a snakeskin.

One world is dying, and another is birthing within it.

As the new world emerges, it cracks open the shell of the old.

What we see as the crumbling of the old world order, is nothing but the emergence of a new one.

And while most people scramble in fear and catastrophize, others are playing doula and ushering in the new.

Because when we understand what it means, there’s nothing to fear. It’s to be welcomed and embraced.

The end of the old world is not to be feared, it’s to be celebrated as a new beginning.

It’s not the end of life, it’s just the end of life as we know it.

And this happens regularly at smaller scales. More often than we may realize.

World wars, pandemics, plagues, birthing of new technologies, emergence of new species — large-scale civilization level events are the changing of worlds.

That’s exactly what it looks like when a world is ending, and a new one is emerging.

And there are cycles within cycles, and levels within levels of this ending and beginning.

It’s like waves building up during a high tide — it gets bigger and bigger and bigger.

The crescendo.

And then it doesn’t just stop.

It slows down. It begins to recede.

And over time, it becomes calm, gentle, and peaceful once again.

And the cycle repeats. Endlessly. Infinitely. Expanding and evolving each time.

This is the understanding that takes place in higher consciousness.

That’s when you realize it’s not something to judge or fight or change.

That’s how the world, life, and reality works.

One world ends, and another begins.

One life ends, and another begins.

And what we are meant to do is to navigate the transition.

But what we do instead is — judge it, fight it, control it, resist it, resent it, hate it, cry about it.

We try to “change” it to something we prefer, something we like — something pleasant, something comfortable.

Which is all also completely fine. Those are the tools we have been given to deal with the overwhelming things we don’t understand about life and reality.

It’s just that when you do understand, you respond differently.

You are not affected by it at a deeper level.

You still feel waves of emotion, but underneath there is a deep understanding of the workings of life.

And naturally, you respond and navigate life in a completely different way.

Rather than trying to save the old that is falling apart, you are motivated to take aligned action that ushers in the new.

And this has to begin within you. It has to be a spiritual rebirth where the version of you aligned to the old world dies and the one aligned to the new one emerges.

This is real spirituality, at the highest and deepest levels of understanding.

That’s where you have the clarity see the crescendo building over the last few decades, which is a cycle that has been building over the last century, which is cycle that’s been building over the last millennia...

There have been several world ends — and it’s ramping up, both in speed and intensity.

We are going from millennia to centuries to decades — and now it’s going to be years and months of extreme intensity before the tide begins to recede and things settle into the new world order.

What that order looks like is not written in stone. A lot of people have ideas and plans and fears about this. A lot of people are also cynically optimistic about this.

The reality is — no one really knows.

Some predictions will come true — doesn’t mean they knew, that’s just how predictions work. In billions of guesses, some come true.

And the truth is that even they don’t know until it actually happens.

And the more important truth is — knowing doesn’t matter — that too is an ego-level control based on fear.

True living is at the edge of reality, the edge of time.

That’s where the soul lives.

Not in the future speculation and planning.

It’s in the now and the next step.

In presence and creation.

Riding the waves and birthing every new moment from alignment.

Take a moment and breath that in.

This entire post is just insight — what’s far more important living it.

That’s what I guide you to awaken.

Not just the insights and world workings — I guide you to live from this level of consciousness.

Where the understanding is born within you.

Where you come to the direct realization and gain the ability to navigate life and your inner world.

Where you activate the sovereign creator within — the one who lives at the edge of life — the edge of now — the edge of new.

The one who doesn’t just operate from artificial intelligence or human intelligence, but taps into the genius of your divine soul intelligence.

That’s your truest highest sovereign self — fully activated.

That’s what I offer in everything:

A mastermind group — The Season of You, where we activate this state and collectively navigate the waves of personal life and the world.

Private online mentorship — where I bring my wisdom, wit, and precise intuition to cut through and light up your soul.

And the deepest, most intense, activation portal is the ayahuasca immersion in the Brazilian rainforest.

Send me a message to begin, whichever of the 3 portals you choose.

You cannot initiate patience. It has to be a response to impatience and anxiety.

Presence is a state. It exists. Not as a reaction. As a choice. Something you initiate.

And, you just naturally respond and perceive differently from that state.

Have you experienced the difference between patience and presence? Whether in yourself or another?

You can tell a patient response. And you can tell someone who is just so purely in presence.

They are timeless. They are in the eternal.

We all have experience with being patient. Or at least trying to be patient 😅

Presence is a way to lead life all the time. In everything.

Feeling it. All of it. The life of it. The aliveness of it.

Being so immersed in it that you have no thought of how far or how long or how soon.

Presence doesn’t require patience. Patience doesn’t even make sense in the state of presence and eternity.

Because you are connected to the deep knowing of the inevitable happening.

Patience is a calculation. It’s a game the mind is playing with itself.

In reality, you don’t actually let go.

You just create a nicer story to suppress the anxiety.

It’s the original numbing.

And to sell you patience, the mind says:

The reward of patience is sweet.

But here’s what I tell you, what your soul says:

The reward of presence is immediate and abundant

Can you tell the difference?

It’s not chasing dopamine through instant gratification.

Nor is it delaying the reward through a well dressed story called patience.

The “reward” is alive in every moment. Unclaimed.

Of course that makes no sense to the mind.

Because all the mind games collapse.

And the anxious ego has been left purposeless.

The reward of presence is so infinite and abundant, it multiplies with every moment.

An exponential buildup into ecstasy.

Expressed into every movement. In every moment.

Ahh, that richness.

Once you know it, you’ll never settle for the cheap rewards of dopamine and patience.

Because it’s not a reward you chase, earn, wait for, or become worthy of.

It’s there. All the freaking time. Waiting for you to collect. To connect.

Patience is sold to you as a virtue.

But question why you even need Patience in a state as beautiful as Presence.

Presence is not a drug that numbs you out of life.

It squeezes you back into life. And injects a high-octane dose of life back into you!

That is the reward and the treasure you miss when you settle for patience. Feeling ecstatically alive in every single moment.

And I invite you to claim it.

Each of us is meant to play our role.

Some create problems. Others solve them.

Each feeds the other.

That’s the mechanics. Without any judgment.

There would be no light without darkness to be illuminated.

But before light and darkness, good and evil — remember there would be nothing if not for existence.

And to think that that existence is purposeless — that idea can only be born in a mind that is disconnected from the soul.

The mind that has been overwhelmed and burdened with the task of figuring it all out.

Even that which the soul already knows intuitively. Knowledge it was created with.

The soul is a piece of the infinite puzzle. Like a bee or an ant, it knows its purpose.

It knows its role. And it has what it needs to fulfill its purpose. Including the knowledge and strength to find the resources required for fulfillment.

Morality and intellect are two of the greatest barriers to real fulfillment.

Morality, because it’s not rooted in conscience, rather it is rooted in rules and mandates imposed by the world.

Morality that arises from conscience informs you how to navigate each moment — it guides you to do what you are meant to do, what is right for you.

Sometimes that might be going against what others deem to be right or moral.

That is fulfillment.

Not always looking good and nice and right.

You can keep doing good and right and play small. That will never fulfill your soul. The only thing that will?

Just doing what you are meant to do, even when it displeases others.

That requires strength of spirit. It requires will and clarity.

Not thinking and overthinking and strategizing endlessly from the same old level of consciousness.

That’s where you hit the intellectual barrier. Reasoning and understanding cannot solve problems of clarity.

The kind of clarity that is born from shedding ideas and unconscious beliefs, and opening the mind to the innate knowledge and wisdom of the heart and soul.

This requires a surrender that is deeply uncomfortable for the mind.

Just remember, you are not only the mind. You are a lot more. A lot bigger.

Your wholeness includes the intelligence of the mind, as well as the heart, soul, and body.

You are coming into a larger self. A more complete you.

That is where you find the true inner chief.

The higher mind. The whole mind. The true frequency of you.

That is where you find and know fulfillment in ways your mind could never manufacture. No matter what you chased or accomplished.

That is when you see the world from a higher lens, beyond the obvious duality of right and wrong, good and evil.

Where you see the creators playing their role in all forms — the disruptors, the fixers, the managers, the sustainers, the destroyers, the builders, the producers, and the consumers.

Everyone has their place in this world.

There are those who are fulfilling their role. And those who are chasing ideas of what they believe will fulfill them.

The only way to find true fulfillment is to become your whole, complete self.

The one who is meant to expand infinitely. And feel fulfilled eternally. In every moment.

The skeptic sits in their cave and blindly judges the reality outside with great certainty, simply because they lack the proof.

The one who stands outside Plato’s allegorical cave doesn’t need proof.

They have seen reality.

They may be judged as mad by the skeptic sitting inside the cave.

But anyone watching the scene from the outside knows who’s more in touch with reality.

Skepticism evolves into discernment with wisdom, maturity, and real knowledge born from direct experience.

The one who has stepped outside the cave doesn’t just have direct experiential knowledge of reality.

They now have one thing which can never be found through study, belief, or doubt.

They have discernment.

The one who has discernment doesn’t just know reality, they are also able to see through the stories and constructs created atop reality.

Because even those who experience reality, then go ahead to interpret it and create narratives about reality.

They are not ill-intentioned. They are simply trying to convey that which cannot be translated in words to those who have never left the cave.

This has been the biggest source of validation for the skeptic who sits in the comfort of their cave.

It’s easy to tear apart narratives about reality.

Especially when speaking of higher dimensions of reality.

For those who have never encountered the deeper dimensions, it’s all hearsay.

The proof is nothing more than narrative based on subjective experience.

Even if it’s millions of witnesses sharing their testimony, it’s still subjective.

The only way to ever obtain the proof is to have your own direct experience of the higher reality.

That’s where discernment is born.

That’s what allows you to see the difference between the endless narratives about reality, and the truth of reality.

That’s when you can move beyond the narratives and actually do something tangible and practical.

That’s when you can start reclaiming your sovereignty and start building the world based on truth and that which truly matters.

That’s when you evolve beyond all the dramas that pull you into “sides” that are entirely made up of beliefs and values that are completely illusory.

That’s when you go beyond doubting and believing stories about reality and truth.

When you see through the farce of ideological dramas between religions and nations and politicians.

Even science has come to its own crossroads where it is uncertain whether classical physics is right about matter being fundamental or quantum physics is right about consciousness being fundamental.

You are now called to discern which narrative is actually rooted in truth.

The responsibility comes back to you being sovereign and having your own inner knowing rather than relying on external sources who proclaim truth.

You don’t need a scientist to tell you what is real when you have experienced it and know it for yourself without any shadow of a doubt.

You come to your own senses. Truly. Fully. Deeply. Undeniably.

For the first time ever, you stand on truly solid ground.

Not the empty atoms of material physics.

Not the blind faith of religion.

The ground truth of reality.

You don’t have to believe any of this.

There’s only one way to know.

Be a true scientist, do your own experiments, have your own experience.

Come find out.

There is a growing movement of people who no longer debate truth, who no longer live based on belief and religious morality.

These are sovereign beings who are rooted in experiential knowing, discernment, integrity, and conscience.

This is an evolution of the old spirituality where one rejects the world and retreats to a cave.

The evolution is to be passionately committed to building a world that honors sovereignty.

An alternative to the current world that keeps people dependent on external sources of truth, power, safety, love, and validation.

This Sovereign Collective is not governed by gatekeepers.

You belong by being a Sovereign Creator.

Come join us

There is something that wants us to believe that there is this great eternal war between “light and darkness”.

The reality is that the “Light” side is not even at war.

Darkness fights darkness.

It fights with itself.

And it consumes you into the belief that “you” are fighting with “another”.

But neither are you fighting, nor is the other.

The darkness is fighting with itself — through you and the “other”.

It wants you to believe the other is causing it. It wants you to point fingers at each other.

It wants you to believe it’s corrupt politicians and religious leaders and government and nations at war.

It’s all darkness fighting darkness.

Engaging and trapping your attention in its drama and stories.

And that’s where most people are lost. The surface.

That’s because most people have no clue who they really are.

When you don’t know you, you also don’t realize what operates through you.

That is what the “ego-darkness” capitalizes on.

Most people lack the spiritual discernment to see what is operating through someone.

More importantly:

What is operating through you?

Is it light or is it darkness?

You are a conduit.

You have to not just choose what you are a conduit for, but to actively be a conduit for that.

A lot of people create an identity around being a conduit of god and good and light.

And ego, the master manipulator, uses that identity as its greatest tool.

That is what we see and call out as ego-hypocrisy — an unconscious channel of darkness.

We are all vulnerable to it — all the time.

An incredibly important part of spiritual growth is developing discernment — to see the true operator.

And to avoid engaging and feeding the darkness in any and every way.

To believe you have transcended it, is the darkness at play too.

I believed that for a long time.

I only went from Spiritual Teacher to Spiritual Master when I deeply understood that:

Mastery is a lifelong, ACTIVE practice.

That was my initiation into the path of Mastery and becoming a Spiritual Master.

And that is what I started teaching people.

To actively engage with higher consciousness.

Don’t just talk about it, think about it, believe it, reject it, deny it, or be skeptical about it.

Engage it, practice, master it — in every moment.

Master, so you can grow your capacity and go to the next of infinite levels.

Without a destination in mind. Without arriving at some illusion of perfection.

While knowing you are always complete and whole.

That’s The Infinite Zero Experience — expanding wholeness, the divine light within, infinitely.

And that cannot be a goal — it is a path of mastery.

An active practice of being tuned to higher consciousness.

Not falling into the trap of experiencing it once and believing that you are enlightened forever.

But taking that breakthrough experience and embodying it daily.

It takes immense discernment to understand how the ego-darkness makes us believe we are being light.

That comes through years of mastery — constantly catching yourself.

Being mirrored by a discerning eye who is watching you — until you develop the sharpness in your own spiritual eye.

That’s my role.

To expose the artificial limitations and illusions created by darkness.

This allows your vessel to be purified so the true light within you can be amplified infinitely.

Being a channel of light isn’t for the faint-hearted.

It tests you. It demands you sacrifice all that is dear to your fear-full ego.

It demands greatness from you in ways your ego detests.

It tears apart all the illusions you believe yourself to be.

To leave you as the purest, whole-est version of your divine truth.

So ask yourself,

Are you making excuses, like being a cynic and pretending that there is no such thing as good and darkness?

Are you just telling yourself a story of doing good in the world?

Or...

Are you truly being an active force of good?

This is the Sovereign Creator I help train and activate.

To become someone who helps the world transition.

Who yourself goes from a passive skeptic, cynic, or neutral observer — to actively using your power, genius, creativity, and heart to transform the world.

That is how the light of good shines through you.

Are you ready to fully assume your role and walk the path? Send me a message.

There are theories and stories and myths.

But the miracle is mystical.

It defies explanation.

It defies being captured by something as mediocre as words and reason and logic.

The little mind that deals in language, reason, and logic, is a mediocre level of consciousness.

The highest level of the big mind is mystical enlightenment — where one realizes the absolute divinity of life.

Not by understanding it — by realizing it cannot be understood or fathomed by the tiny rational mind.

It cannot be put into a neat box or an equation and squared away.

The miracle doesn’t let you settle into the comfort of understanding.

That’s what makes skepticism and atheism and religion so alluring — you think you know.

You believe you understand — yes, even you, the rational skeptic, is believing you know what is not true.

That deceptive comfort of “knowing” is the ego protecting you from the true nature of reality.

The divine mystery of the miracle of existence.

The stubbornness of science is great. That is the attitude we need — pursue the mystery, try to reason with it, logic it, wrestle with it.

To finally be humbled by it.

Belief is not knowing. Knowing is not being.

To be humbled, you must wrestle with it.

Even the great religions speak of this — your faith is tested.

Realizing the miracle is the highest level of consciousness.

It’s not easy. It’s not lazy.

It demands you to wake up from the heavy slumber of the illusion.

It demands you to resist the temptation of comfort and convenience.

To acknowledge the miracle. To know the miracle. To be the miracle.

It demands dropping that which our ego treasures most — logic, reason, belief, illusion, and understanding.

Studying and knowing the concept is not even a quarter of the work of becoming and being.

To become, you must let the miracle drink you in.

Living within the miracle makes you alive to the ecstasy of life.

You can no longer dwell in the mediocre nonsense and suffering to which the ego is addicted.

You can no longer settle for just knowing and keep going in your mundane routine.

You are called into your power, your genius, your infinite potential.

You are called into your utmost creativity.

Because that is the only true way to honor the divine.

To multiply it. To amplify it. To glorify it.

Through every breath you take. Through every move you make.

Through your creation. Through every single action.

In every aspect of your life.

Whether designing the iPhone. Dribbling a ball. Or loving your wife.

It’s time to rise up. It’s time to blow the roof.

It’s time to let your energy soar to peaks that your little mind cannot imagine.

Your big mind is hungry. It is ready. It is done waiting.

It is ready for the fire of creation to burn bright within you.

It is ready for that fire to shine forth through you.

Come ignite.

Become the Sovereign Creator.

Multiply that which is sacred.

Don’t waste your time and your effort and your precious life force energy on that which is mundane and profane.

Consecrate the mundane, sanctify the profane.

That in itself is multiplying the sacred.

This is not difficult for one who has sanctified themselves. Made themselves divine and whole and pure.

But it is amply terrifying for the one who is still being judged. For you are judging yourself.

You know the ways in which you feel impure and unholy — unworthy to multiply.

So I call you to purify. Sanctify. Make yourself worthy.

Watch your reaction as your ego begins to attack the messenger.

There is no shame in feeling unworthy. If anything, it’s a reality check for one who doesn’t.

You are made holy and worthy by your thoughts and your actions.

Through your humility in accepting your deviations and defiance.

The holy remains holy. For even when you defy it. You only defile yourself.

This call is not to judge you, but to call you beyond judging yourself.

To wake you from your shame so you may experience the pure joy of wholeness.

To wake you from your fear so you may boldly multiply the divine seed that lives within.

Then, every act and every breath multiplies the sacred.

Bursting forth into the world with clarity and alacrity.

That is when the desire to multiply and create transcends the need of the personal.

It has become one with the divine will that moves through the consecrated vessel.

Sanctify so you may multiply that which is worthy of being amplified.

We live in a world where mind-ego has taken over. Where the most mundane and profane are multiplied without guilt or restraint.

Where it has been normalized to pursue the darkest and the emptiest.

Where god and the divine have become tools to manipulate, control, and justify atrocity.

Remember a time more sacred, a reality more pure. For you have been there. You have lived it.

The connection survives within you. Waiting to be awakened once again.

Sacrifice your need to chase what the world has made important for you.

Remember that which truly matters.

Multiply that which truly matters and you will find the only treasure that ever mattered.

This world is a divine gift. We have been gifted with paradise, waiting to be made into heaven.

It is being divine and building heaven that leads to heaven.

Heaven is not a destination.

It is what you experience in the process of sanctifying yourself and multiplying the sacred.

Every day. In every way.

The Divine speaks to your Sovereign self, the one who knows how to act from wholeness.

This is not a judgment of your ego, rather a call to your Sovereign to claim your rightful place.

To act from that which you know to be right and true.

Every day. In every way.

Never compromise to please the mind, whether your own or another.

Sacrifice, only that which has been placed on your mantle by the world.

And watch the Divine make your life glorious.

In the business world, a leader who sabotages the vision is a liability. You demand a CEO who is relentless, visionary, and obsessed with hitting targets.

Yet, most high-performers are currently being managed by a “Life CEO” who is exactly the opposite. They are negotiating down to compromise on “unrealistic desires”.

This internal executive is the one telling you that deep peace is for people with too much time on their hands. They’re the ones convinced that joy is a luxury you can’t afford yet, and that “unconditional love” is a marketing gimmick sold by gurus.

And for some reason, you believed them and acquiesced.

It is time for a radical audit. If you wouldn’t let this CEO run your company for a single day, why have you given them a lifetime contract to run your soul?

Does your Life CEO believe in your Life vision?

The last thing you want in your company is a CEO who is always doubting and telling you “it’s not possible”. The 3 worst words in the English language.

The worst part is not that your CEO doesn’t believe in your vision, it has got you to compromise and give up on your vision by convincing you that it’s not possible. Or even worse, it’s not real.

I’ve met many such CEOs in my life. The first one was within me. And then in 100s of clients. Sooner or later, they are out of the door. Because there is an extraordinary CEO ready to execute your grandest vision of a truly fulfilling and beautiful life, in business, romance, and every other aspect.

Qualities of the Extraordinary Life CEO

Your Life CEO believes in your vision, 1000%. And they don’t just believe, because believing is not enough. They act. With power and precision. They do whatever it takes to meet the targets and goals you set, and overdeliver.

They also pick the right people and tune out the noise. The laws of success have been known forever — surround yourself with successful people if you want to be successful. Spiritual success is no different.

If you genuinely desire peace, to feel happy and blissful, to love and be loved deeply and fully and unconditionally, you need to surround yourself with people who are living in that state and moving towards that state.

The same way you get inspired by material success, you are also inspired by spiritual success. When you meet someone who radiates deep peace, your system immediately feels it, and knows it’s possible for you.

In contrast, most people do the exact opposite. Culturally we have been trained to be skeptical of anyone who is spiritually wealthy. Most people blindly believe that, and consequently they are surrounded by spiritually bankrupt people.

The Extraordinary CEO radically prioritizes your goals and clears out all distractions and temptations that keep you in spiritual poverty.

Now that we know some of the qualities, let’s see what are the measures of success.

KPIs for spiritual success

CEOs have quarterly and yearly reviews for a reason. You establish goals and measure KPIs to ensure they are on track. What are the fundamental KPIs for evaluating your Life CEO?

It’s been well established for millennia. What makes any human feel that life is good? When you feel life is good not because of what you achieved in business or because of other external wins. When life is good. No because. Just good.

That state is defined by three key feelings — peace, joy, and love.

These aren’t experiences you have in perfect circumstances. They are a state of consciousness. Everything that happens in this state gets colored by these feelings.

In contrast you have the state of fear and contraction. Whatever happens in this state, even good things, also get colored by fear and contraction. You go on a great date, immediately you start worrying about whether it will work out, whether they are completely crazy and you are being naive. You get the picture. You know this state well. It’s the field the world lives in.

The same happens with the higher states. Everything that happens, even bad things, get colored with love, joy, and peace. You maintain calm in the chaos. You have compassion and find resolution without needing to blame or be cruel to those who are just being human. Rather than degrade and humiliate and reduce people to their worst moment, you encourage and inspire and mentor people to help them become their best.

This is a state where you live in constant flow. Everything that happens expands you. Always. Of course that is a level of mastery, yet I mention it because it’s within the realm of possibility.

This is your key KPI — the flow state.

You could ask how much time do you stay in flow? An even more powerful question to complement that would be the depth of your flow.

Depth-wise, you start by finding a baseline that feels good, consistently moving towards profound bliss.

Time-wise, a good starting goal is 80%. The rest is the journey of mastery, a lifelong practice that you keep moving towards after you have established your 80% baseline.

While the flow state is the deepest outcome, what also happens along the path is that you begin to restore your baseline faster and faster, you become way more resilient to chaos and unpredictability, and your energy levels keep rising.

As a leader, you become the rock that holds your team steady in the roughest storms, not just putting on a brave face while you shudder with anxiety within, but someone who truly holds calm authority.

Just take a moment to imagine all of this, spending at least 80% of your time in a state of deep peace, genuinely enjoying life, feeling a deep love. A true ecstatic bliss. A rock-solid foundation.

This is true spiritual wealth. Quiet. Subtle. No need to flaunt and show off. It’s not about making a statement. It has nothing to do with the rituals and facades put on by so called spiritual people. All that show and all those gimmicks are usually a sign of missing the real point.

That’s the distraction that has made people skeptical. The preaching, the chanting, the rituals. None of it is truly necessary to find the state I’m describing.

A felt vision

Let’s make this a bit more “concrete”. While the inner world is quite intangible to the mind, we can at least point to something that your body, heart, and soul might remember.

Have you ever felt so loved that you burst into tears? I know what your skeptic is saying, but ignore that for a minute.

Just for a moment imagine that there’s such love waiting for you. Even you. No matter what you have done, you are capable of being that loved. I say this from personal experience.

There’s nothing in the world that compares to being truly and fully and overwhelmingly loved by another being. When you allow yourself to feel that, that’s when life feels fully real.

When you see others and feel seen, fully.

This is the real flow state at the deepest level. Not just a state of genius and productivity, one where you also feel blissfully and ecstatically alive, connected, and grateful.

This is what your Life CEO needs to get on board with. This is what it needs to believe and make happen. And if it’s not, replace them instantly. Let the Extraordinary CEO take over. If you would do that for your business, your Life is way more important and valuable.

Your Advisory Board

Now let’s talk about advisors.

If your advisors, who today are the cynics or rationalists, are telling you that it’s not possible. The next wave of advisors will tell you that these goals are ideals that take decades.

I went down the typical endless routes. Where the healing goes on forever, and enlightenment becomes an embarrassing obsessive chase to escape reality.

The actual goals are far more achievable when you cut through the noise. You don’t reach the ideals. You still remain human and have a full spectrum of experiences. But something fundamental can shift rather quickly.

You can cover 80% of the distance in weeks and months rather than years and decades. That remaining 20% is a lifelong practice for everyone, no matter what path you choose.

The problem is that convoluted paths, in the chase for 100%, end up stretching the 80% over decades, which in my experience is quite unnecessary. This is primarily because they consider you and reality to be broken, something to be fixed and perfected to some arbitrary ideal.

The ecstatic flow isn’t an experience you have in perfect circumstances. It’s a field you calibrate to, that eventually becomes your state of consciousness. You can spend decades searching for that field, or you can radically reduce the time by calibrating through others who hold the field. The same way you shadow a business mentor to absorb their success field.

A micro case study

I’ve worked intimately with people from all walks of life. Many of them for 10 days in an intensive retreat. Some of them over many years with regular online sessions.

For this article I’ll pick a client who was a high-functioning exec turned entrepreneur and digital creator. A man who had already encountered the mystical yet remained very skeptical and sought mentorship from someone who respected that.

While he could command and delight a boardroom, or buy what he pleased, his inner world had the same story most men have — empty, unfulfilled, anxious, desperate to feel alive.

He had spent years in therapy, and while that had helped with some anger issues, he never found the joy he had during the mystical experience. Desperate to reconnect with that, we started our journey together.

After a month, we discovered a core belief — he was cursed to suffer. Every good thing turned negative. Never a moment just to enjoy life. Constantly anticipating the next thing that would go wrong.

He started implementing some simple practices on a daily basis, while we also made some other shifts related to the same core belief. Few months later, without realizing it, he was showing up with a smile and a lightness that was unmistakable.

I put up a mirror and asked if he noticed the difference. He had no clue what I was talking about. The moment I made him realize, he couldn’t believe what he was seeing. And that he had completely missed the depth of the transformation.

He had actually started experiencing joy as a baseline, and it felt so natural he barely even realized that the negativity had reduced significantly.

Naturally, people around immediately responded to this shift into positivity and optimism. He noticed a deeper trust from those around him. Additionally, his energy levels were significantly higher — after all, he wasn’t spending hours obsessing over everything that would go wrong!

My work for the past 11 years has been to cut through the noise and find something solid that lasts. A fundamental shift in consciousness. While there are many practices that help establish the baseline and go towards mastery, the shift is a leap in consciousness where you change at the roots.

That’s why leaders put me on their personal advisory board. That’s how we collapse decades into days during my retreats. Years into months with online mentorship. When you are ready to get your Life company on track with your goals, send me a message.

This is not different from the believer who also blindly accepts what others have seen outside the cave, because both the skeptic and the believer have never stepped outside.

What creates this blind arrogant confidence? The answer is completely counterintuitive — Fear.

Stepping out of the cave is terrifying. You have no idea what is beyond. Even if others have said it’s the most ecstatic beauty and joy you can ever experience, still, it’s easier to sit in the cave and dismiss that.

The cave is the rational, logical mind. And the walls of the cave are reinforced with scientific rigor. With the most intelligent philosophers and thinkers validating the decision to stay within the cave.

The only time you are allowed to leave the cave or let the walls expand, is when the scientific leaders tell you it’s safe. Because now they know it’s “real”. Now they have proof it’s real.

It was real all along. Dismissing reality doesn’t make it unreal. Your decision to wait for authorities to approve and validate your reality is the most disturbing thing our culture has ever created. We have replaced popes and clergymen with scientists and professors.

The same scientist that dismisses a “spiritual” or “metaphysical” concept, tomorrow says it is real with a different name. Because it would be too embarrassing to say that anything spiritual is real, so they take the cowardly route to rebrand it. And with shameless arrogance they call it their discovery. Something millions of people have known and experienced for millennia is now the official IP of the scientist who discovered it.

Those who don’t see the irony in all of this, and continue to put scientists and science on a pedestal over their own ability to explore reality through higher consciousness, are immature devotees, no different to religious believers who did the same with prophets and gurus.

You call your guru a scientist and legitimize it, but you can no longer fool yourself that you are any different from other religious believers. You are also part of the religion of science. Different titles, different terms, same attitudes.

You need someone else to reaffirm and reassure you about reality. That is the deeper layer that every human has struggled with throughout history. The cowardice to take an independent stance based on your own experience is what makes you submit to authority.

It takes immense courage and boldness to go explore reality and discover your own truths. It’s an even wilder, more radical act of bravery to stand in your truth.

I’ve seen so many people who have experiences that in their own words are more real than anything they have ever experienced, and yet, dismiss it soon after because they are “not sure”, because it doesn’t conform with the science of the day.

Just because science has not reached there yet, doesn’t make it unreal. This has been the most disgusting consequence of the scientific institution, to blatantly and absolutely dismiss everything “non-scientific” as untrue or unreal.

That’s not a true skeptic who dismisses a claim. They investigate it, until they experience it themselves. Not until they prove it’s untrue, because there is no way to prove a negative. A true skeptic goes as far as it takes to get the proof. In the trust that the other person, or millions of people, have no reason to lie.

That is the determination required to obtain the proof. And when it’s there, the proof comes quickly. It’s only as long as you are invested in your skeptical cynic being right that you will keep finding “negative proof” of it “not working”.

That’s the skeptic’s survival mechanism. That’s the sabotage to stop just before the proof becomes real. And it’s hideous. When you are on the other side, and when you finally have the “proof” from your own experience, it’s disgusting to realize how much you compromised your integrity to believe others who were clueless themselves.

Scientists also haven’t had the experience. They too are the skeptics sitting in the cave and judging the world outside without a clue. They are in fact worse than the skeptics sitting in the cave. They are the ones guarding the cave making sure you don’t go out and prove them wrong.

The question is, after reading this, who do you choose to be?

Are you ready to venture beyond, without the security of being validated by scientific authorities? Or do you choose to sit and wait for daddy and mommy’s approval?

Whenever I had “free time”, each would consume me, all day, every day.

So I would stay numbed and distracted — overusing substances, bingeing food and TV, working 16-30 hour stretches nearly 7 days a week (except when I went gambling all weekend).

Today, none of that.

It wasn’t magic. Below I share what it really took to reach this state. Something anyone can achieve, as a completely normal person like me did.

I would spend days and weeks over emotionally charged interactions. The closer the person was to me, the longer I would be consumed by it.

Breakups took years to move on from.
Family fights would keep me angry and brooding for weeks.
Random strangers could have me wrangled up for days.

Nowadays, if it even bothers me at all, it can be dropped in seconds or minutes (unless it’s frustration, which I kinda intentionally enjoy for about 15-20 minutes 😅).
Some deeper cases, I intentionally spend a few hours or give it as much space as it needs to process and move through my body.

But I realized that most emotions are just being produced by my mind trapped in a toxic perspective and generating endless sick thoughts which lead to absolutely unnecessary emotions.

I shifted the context I live in, that’s why most things don’t even bother me any more. And those that do, can either be dropped quickly or be given the time and space they need to be processed,

Critical decisions. From taking forever to now letting it take however long it takes to know. Through: Feeling. Giving space. Listening to intuition and instinct. Contemplating.

Some decisions can take days — and that’s a good thing. But it doesn’t feel like being stuck in overthinking and procrastination forever.

It feels like movement, processing, and arriving at what feels right from a place of deep trust and confidence — something I would never feel, no matter how much time I gave it.

Failures and embarrassments — from flashbacks that would go on for months and years to being absolutely nonexistent now.

No embarrassment — I own my unique weirdness and craziness.
And I see failing gracefully as the only real path to true wholesome success.

Ruminating over global and cultural dramas and world ending scenarios — for entertainment purposes only, which I do enjoy once or twice a year.

Earlier, I had deep depression for 3 years because of what I saw in the world. I would be obsessed, doomscrolling, anxious, overwhelmed, coming up with plans to save the world, being deeply frustrated and enraged at corruption and inefficiency at all levels.

Today, I laugh at all of it as a cosmic joke. I keep up with news from a very safe distance, to stay somewhat informed, but mostly it’s just for entertainment purposes.

Because I realized, this is the theater of the absurd.

That’s what this world is meant to be.
And it’s not meant to be changed or saved.
It is not a flaw in the system, it is by design.
It is what is desired at a deep unconscious level.

What awaits beyond the distractions

All the cultural and geopolitical dramas are meant to keep us entertained and distracted from our true being. From actually loving and enjoying life amidst the chaos.

That’s what I do now, whether it’s a personal drama or a crazy global situation, I love and enjoy life anyway.

I realized that suffering and obsessing and overthinking doesn’t actually make any difference to what is happening. It only steals my presence and joy and bliss and peace.

Today I value all that too much to exchange it for any drama.

I know this is a very enlightened way to live. But it wasn’t luck or accident that got me here.

Clearly I’ve suffered and struggled, from whatever I described above.

I’ve been where everyone is.

I’ve been closely impacted by terr-rist attacks.

I’ve gone through deep breakups.

I’ve been addicted, lost, disconnected, empty, anxious, depressed, overthinking, overwhelmed by it all.

And I realized one thing — it’s all in the mind.
My mind. Your mind. It’s all the same.
And mastering it is the same too.
For each and every one of us.

That’s what I teach now.
In applied, real-world scenarios.

I don’t teach you meditation. I ask you what’s actually happening here and now, and in realtime guide you to change how you experience it.

I teach you to take leaps into the unknown, that are scary and irrational, and yet, you know you need to take.

I could never do those. And now it’s like brushing my teeth — sometimes I don’t feel like it, but I do it most of the time on a daily basis 😂

I went from being an over thinker to someone who quit his $200k job at Amazon in Seattle and moved to the rainforest in Brazil to do an 8-year training as an ayahuasca shaman.

I then quit my highly respected position at a globally leading retreat center to build my vision of a soul amusement park and sanctuary.

Who signed a 6 figure contract when I was on the edge of 5 figures in my account.

And I made all of those things happen. Effortlessly. No anxiety. No overwhelm. No overthinking.

What it took was mastering my mind, trusting myself and my intuition, completing my healing journey, owning and using my power, tapping into my creativity and genius.

Apart from all that it was knowing and seeing and embracing the duality in reality. Understanding the laws of consciousness and metaphysics.

Learning to bend reality and surrender to life at the same time.

That’s what my mentorship encompasses, whether it’s The Season of You mastermind group, 1+1 virtual spaces, or the ultimate portal — the ayahuasca immersions at my sanctuary in the rainforest.

Whatever consumes you into overthinking and obsessing — whether it’s emotions, decisions, or the apparently dark world we live in — it robs you of the incredible adventure of a life that your soul has designed for you.

That’s what you are being distracted and pulled away from.

That’s what I leaped into. Gracefully and thankfully.

That’s the life I guide you to live.
Your own soul’s adventure.
Whatever it has waiting for you.

When that level of life calls you,
send me a message to begin your journey.

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Logic, reason, and rationality has turned from a valuable tool into a crutch that is atrophying our spirit in unseen ways.

Science is in the endless pursuit of demystifying and explaining everything, putting us under the spell of illusion that we actually understand or know anything about anything at all.

Science is still baffled by the most base miracle — that all matter is essentially “empty” when you look into it.

Rather than telling you that all matter is energy or consciousness vibrating at the frequency of physicality — I am here to tell you even that is fodder for your overflowing cabinet of reason.

Because reality is truly and totally unreasonable. Un-reason-able.

When is the last time you allowed yourself to be baffled by existence? To be blown into the infinite waters of the sacred mystery we call life and reality? To see consciousness as more than just a tool for awareness and productivity? To see it as more than just a mental faculty?

In the pursuit of debunking religious institutions, we got hypnotized into the collective belief that, “if it ain’t reason-able, it ain’t worth our attention”.

That slowly turned into, “if it ain’t economically valuable, it ain’t rational, and even less worthy of our attention.”

Have you stopped to ponder what is worthy of your attention?

Have you considered that the materially worthless may perhaps be spiritually invaluable?

And what is of worth and value to your spirit, your soul?

Why does life keep feeling empty no matter how much you shove into the void in your being?

What fills you and makes you feel full?

What is the nourishment you have been starved of your entire life?

It’s not knowledge. It’s not studying spirituality.

It’s the mystery.

That which brings you into the complete awe of existence, the bliss of aliveness, the joy of creation.

That which makes everything worth doing and having. Where even simple material pleasures make you overflow with delight.

Can it be named? Can it be known? Can it be called god or spirit or soul?

Does joy, peace, love, bliss, and awe even mean something to someone who has forgotten it completely?

Pause. Feel that. The curiosity for that mystery, the yearning for that infinite aliveness, is still somewhere within you — just waiting for the tiniest grain of your attention.

Whatever the truth is, no one has a total understanding.

“Spiritual scientists” are coming up with all kinds of equations and explanations and “Everything” theories.

And that is the root arrogance of human consciousness — the idea, the toxic belief that we even know what “everything” comprises or means.

As though the universe or multiverse or whatever this absurd thing we call life and reality is, has any real bounds or limitations.

We think that the laws of physics bind the universe together. But they only bind our minds and the limits of our thinking.

Without knowing the true origin, all laws are subject to collapse in the face of whatever is the prime cause that led to what we call existence.

Let’s not forget, whatever is the origin, whether a random accident or a divine miracle, it all emerges from something that even the word nothing cannot truly capture.

The highest mystical and spiritual revelation and knowing is not “The Truth” with a capital T, it’s the recognition of The Unknowable.

The “fact” that the divine mystery is unknowable, even to god itself.

Even god doesn’t know where it all begins and if it ever ends.

But this “god” saw the poor humans struggling and chose to be kind. To calm their anxiety by saying: it all begins and ends with “me”.

And with a huge sigh of relief, the humans went on with their lives, thinking that “at least they know the one who knows it all”.

Until they realize that truly knowing god is knowing the unknowable nature of life and reality. And all reason breaks down into irrationality. The dwelling place of the eternal mystery.

There are higher intelligences that can know and manipulate the laws of physics at levels humans might take eons to reach.

There are humans who master all there is to master about being a human at the highest level of consciousness capable for humans to activate.

No matter how evolved the intelligence, no matter how spiritualized the being —

Knowing is limited to the domain of the knowable. And the Unknowable sits definitely and defiantly at the ever-expanding edges of those limits.

This is humiliating to the rational ego-mind. That miserable arrogant wretch who believes itself to be smarter than all. The one who believes itself to be capable of “anything and everything”.

I speak from knowing and being this wretched being for years. Having become an intimate friend of this “consciousness” that believes itself to be conscious, and yet is nothing more than a bunch of programmed processes firing around randomly, reactively, and causatively.

Thankfully I came to know something beyond it. Not an intellectual knowing. Not something I studied. Something I accidentally stumbled upon and discovered.

Another consciousness. More quiet. More subtle. More at ease. More at peace. One that accepts its nature and stature humbly.

One that is constantly humbled into awe by the miracle of existence.

“Awakening” as I live it, practice it, and teach it, is spending more time in this being than the other. It’s as simple as that.

A being that has deeper clarity. That is moved by play over purpose, and the one who makes all purpose playful. A being that is deeply moved by the world, into joy, passion, and compassion.

One that indulges material pleasures to enjoy them, deeply and delight-fully.

One that sees all life as divine. Everything as full of life rather than empty. Because it is full.

All we see in the world outside is what we feel in the world inside.

When science and the Buddha says all matter is empty, they reflect the inner state of the collective human consciousness.

The one who awakens sees everything is filled and fueled and bubbling with life. Overflowing and spilling over through the interconnected web of being. The one who always sees the entangled chaos as the endless unfolding of a beautiful harmony.

Reading this, there is an inner knowing awakening. But the real question is, will you just keep reading?

Maybe you are waiting for an invitation. Or for the moons to align?

You may be skeptical, but looks like you are still waiting for a sign. Whenever you feel moved, come write me a line.

Your destiny is not your fate. It’s your highest calling, that which realizes your highest potential. That which gives you the deepest feeling of aliveness and joy and fulfillment. That which makes you feel you lived a life worth living.

Where every moment felt like it mattered.

This doesn’t mean you can’t realize this freedom at later stages in life. The realization of your highest potential happens throughout your life, and at the point of your awakening, you realize why you lived the life you did. Every single moment of it.

Every low, every breakdown, every obstacle, every failure, every moment wasted — it all matters. You cannot realize your highest potential without ALL of it.

All the missteps, all the endless grinding, all the chasing of all the wrong things — that too is part of your highest realization.

The purpose of awakening is then to realize why it mattered.

That is when you feel exalted. Redeemed. Relieved. At peace.
And from that point on, you live all of it, knowing it all matters.

A life without awakening is still the realization of your highest potential, simply without you knowing it.

I’m sure you will be questioning, right about now, how someone who is wasting their life away in their parent’s basement, is living their highest? Surely that is absurd.

To the rational mind it is completely absurd.
But what is the foundation for that rationality?
Logic that pleases your ego? Or firm truth of reality?

Tell me, isn’t the broken doing you a service by letting you help them?

Isn’t the loser in the basement making you feel better about yourself?

Isn’t the helpless honoring you by letting you fight a worthy battle?

Isn’t the downtrodden uplifting you by giving you a just cause to rise up and be glorified?

Isn’t the consumer giving every entrepreneur a product to build?

Aren’t we all living our highest in ways that make life an entangled web of meaningful beauty?

The rational mind lives in the illusion of freedom which is the illusion of choice.

When you think freedom is about choice, you calculate decisions based on some arbitrary programming of productivity-based worthiness, along with a bias for comfort and pleasure. That’s not choice, that’s the path to emptiness.

Freedom is living a life where you feel truly alive. Full aliveness. Through contrasts. Where even the emptiness and chasing end up having their place.

Real freedom is the fulfillment of our highest potential, in every moment, and sometimes that is to be down and out so someone else can lift you.

Sometimes it is to be the one who is opening your heart to a former you or a future you who needs to receive kindness and compassion.

Sometimes it’s your meanness and hurtfulness that awakens boundaries and sovereignty in the one who felt invisible and stepped over their entire life.

The suffering of one is the fulfillment of another. It’s helping each other, sometimes in unpleasant and unimaginable ways, that makes the highest realization possible, in practice over theory.

Stop calculating the highest. You are already living it. Always. Whether you realize it or not.

Higher consciousness is coming into the realization. It is seeing the interconnected web of being, a higher dimension of logic that our lower minds cannot wrap around.

That’s when it is easier to realize true freedom by experiencing life in its fullness, without resistance.

All choice is an illusion of control based in the belief that what you do enables a “better” life. When you follow that logical fallacy to its end, you realize you are chasing a carrot that doesn’t exist.

That’s when you realize that the highest freedom isn’t about choice — it’s a life fully lived. Which, in one way or another, you have been living already! And such life doesn’t get fixed, it only gets fuller.

IO is our soul sanctuary where you find peace with the truth of reality, understand why your life unfolded the way it did, and find the freedom to live more fully.

Send me a message and find out what that feels like.

Everyone’s selling you a habit stack. Nobody’s questioning why you need one.

Healthy habits are purported as the secret sauce to success.

What then when you decide to redefine success? Is it just a new set of habits?

Or is it challenging the entire paradigm of habitual living itself?

More than habits — conditions

We’ve been deeply programmed with beliefs about habits. Since a very early age we are told about the consequences of bad habits.

Parents do their best to instill good and healthy habits in us, in order to set us up for success. Because they believe in that paradigm of success:

Behave well. Follow the rules. Do the right thing. Become successful. Retire happily.

Happiness comes at the end. As a consequence and outcome of having success. If not? You’re pretty screwed. You’ve already been programmed to be miserable if you miss the mark.

Being successful isn’t enough. You must be more successful than others, especially your friends and relatives. Those known to you matter the most. They are your benchmark.

And you win if you have better habits. Which essentially is better discipline.

So why challenge this paradigm? When so many people swear by habits and discipline as the thing that keeps them focused and successful?

Firstly, happiness cannot be the outcome and consequence of success. It has to be the precursor. It is a state that needs to condition to be experienced.

You can be happy for no reason. That’s not a ridiculous thought. That’s a permission. A permission that the world takes away from you at a very early age.

Your happiness is conditioned. If you haven’t earned it, you don’t “deserve” to be happy.

F that. You do. Always. For no reason. Even when the world is a complete 💩 show. You can still be happy. That’s the beauty. That’s the magic.

Stop fighting life, fight your conditioning

If you keep waiting for the world to be perfect and for you to reach some arbitrary metric of success, JUST To Be HAPPY, damn, that’s terribly sad. And it’s ok to be sad too by the way.Just dropping another permission back there into your life.

You don’t have to be a brown woman who’s lost everything in order to be sad. You can also be a white man who has it all and feels empty. That is plenty of reason to be sad.

Emotions are not conditional. They are beautiful. You feel them and they pass.

And then there are states — Love, Joy, Peace. These need no condition either. And they don’t just pass, they can be lived in. ALL The Time.

I’m telling you as someone who was chronically anxious and went through years of deep depression. Today, I’m living in Peace and Joy and Bliss and Gratitude and Love and Beauty. And I’ve been living in these for a few years now. More and more each time.

I call the state of feeling it all as Enlightenment or Grace.

And it’s not that tough.

If anything, I can say that it’s a lot tougher to live in the constant fight and struggle with life. Staying empty, angry, depressed, anxious — all of that requires quite a lot more effort than living in Grace.

Again, I know this from experience. Even today the fight shows up from time to time. The difference is the awareness and the speed with which it shifts. I stopped being married to the fighter.

I changed my inner identity from the warrior who safeguards the walls of my prison, to the one who burns down all limiting identities.

That was the skeptic and the cynic, which burned in me, as it burned me.

All those identities fighting to survive, keeping the pain alive to justify their miserable existence. That’s what is now mercilessly sacrificed by that same warrior. To stop getting in the way and let life do its thing.

Life is constantly working to bring you in harmony, and you constantly fight it to remain the other way.

What I teach people is to stop the fight and let life set you right.

That’s really all it is. It’s not making effort. You can’t force or control or manufacture it. That’s what you’ve been taught all your life. And look where it got you.

Habits or real freedom?

The new way, which is actually the oldest way, is to allow. To let life unwind you. That’s what happens at the soul sanctuary I created in the Atlantic rainforest of Brazil. Where the jungle hugs you. And the ocean gently drains the anxiety while you lay on the white sand beach.

And all the things that feel urgent and life-threatening unless you get them done yesterday, just fade away. All the conditions for your happiness simply dissolve. And suddenly, out of nowhere, you have a smile on your face. For no reason. And tears in your eyes from feeling the pure joy of being alive.

This is the life beyond habits. None of this is a result of the right habits. It’s your natural state of being. And from this state, life emerges and flows in ways you cannot imagine.

Freedom isn’t something you seek or chase or experience on a vacation. It’s innate. It’s present. It’s who you are.

You don’t forget about the material and your passion and your creativity — your genius finds a whole new level of flow and expression.

This is power truly unleashed. When your life gets distilled down to what truly matters.

You find focus and clarity like never before. You are not chasing success and winning over others. A much bigger picture reveals itself.

You create impact that actually matters. And you feel not just happiness as a state, you feel fulfillment. You feel purposeful — for real. Not just egoic and mental purpose that tries to give life some meaning.

Real purpose. Not the heavy kind. The one that lights you up. The one that fuels you till the end of time. The kind that makes you sustainably unstoppable.

Life stops getting in the way. It now pushes you forward at speeds you cannot imagine. Time and timelines collapse to make visions reality at the speed of Life.

That’s why I call it Grace — that’s the state of a life beyond habits.

Where you operate by a higher dimension of logic and rationality. A level beyond causality. Beyond space and time itself.

That is what I call higher consciousness. It’s not a belief. It’s a way of life for many incredible people who have created a life far richer than traditional success.

And that awaits you, along with me, in the jungle, along the ocean.
Come experience it. In a “retreat” that changes the meaning of life-changing.

A coin has three sides.
And we have four choices.

What is this secret fourth choice?
To be on all sides. To be the whole coin.

To BE the coin.
Total embodiment.

This is the highest level of consciousness we can attain.
This is the embodiment of the Trinity.

I am not just writing and talking about this.
I am this.
I embody this.
It took years to arrive at this place.
I kept getting sucked into identifying with one or the other.
Or letting go all identity to be nothing and becoming the middle.
The third choice.

The fourth choice is the Trinity — embodying unity consciousness in a dual world.

We are not just energetic souls.
We are not just material bodies.
We are both and the link that tethers the two worlds.

We are neither one nor dual.
We are a trinity.
Energy, Matter, Spirit.

When you identify with only one or two parts of you, it will leave you feeling incomplete at a deep level. We get polarized into believing that spiritual enlightenment is a journey away from our human ego. This is the shadow of unity-based spirituality. It splits and becomes dual anyway.

When you are in this split, you will still keep seeking. Until you unify all three substances within you there will be something missing. Completion of the spiritual journey is the embodiment of the trinity.

Enlightenment talks about surrendering and transcending the ego.
Personal development reduces the spirit to a mental concept.

Consciousness is a union of soul and ego and spirit.

It is not just being an observer with awareness.
Consciousness is what arises when we unify, until then we are still at the level of awareness, which is pure mind.

Consciousness is the ability to be aware, feel, and act simultaneously.

This can only happen when we are living at the speed of life.

Living At The Speed Of Life

The level of Love consciousness is when you are living at the speed of life.
This is what enables us to alchemize the reality at that level.
Higher levels such as Joy, Peace, and Enlightenment are even faster than the speed of life.
This is what enables Creation to take place.

Your whole being is present, processing, and interacting with life.

Lower states are much slower than the speed of life.
We can either be present, or processing, or interacting with life. We are incapable of doing all at the same time when we are at lower levels of consciousness such as Reason, Rationality, Neutrality, Fear, Anger, Guilt, Shame, etc.

Living at the speed of life (or faster) happens at a much higher level. It’s not romantic love as most people know it. It’s not just talking about love and light as most of the spiritual community does. To actually live in love consciousness means to operate from all your intelligences simultaneously.

Imagine if you could feel and process reality at the same time as you experience it. And also act in the flow of the moment.
That's entirely possible.
Life slows down when we are at that level of consciousness — not because life is actually going slower, it is only the concept of relativity. We are at a much higher speed of consciousness.

It's not just about the Power of Love.
It's not just about the Love of Power.

Separation and duality are as real as unity and oneness.
The embodiment of the total reality is the Trinity.

It's where human ascends to divine and divine incarnates as human.

We are neither the left-brain nor the right-brain.
And we are not the minuscule link that bridges the two.
We are all of it.

What is Spirit? What is Consciousness?
Are they the same?
Yes — they are both words.
Whatever essence one infuses into these words determines if we understand and imply the same.

What do I infuse into these words?
Life. Spirit is that which is alive. That which moves in all things.
You only know life and living when you feel the spirit move in the plants as it stays still in rocks as it animates animals and the wind and rain.

Consciousness is that which experiences. And that which shapes things.

The two are separate and different.
The two are one and the same.

This can only be comprehended from Trinity Consciousness, when one truly embodies it.

It is not just a mental concept, the mind cannot grasp it alone.
The heart can feel it, yet it cannot understand it alone.
The body can hold it, yet it cannot act alone.

It is these three intelligences, unified, that give rise to Consciousness.
And it is Consciousness that gives rise to these three intelligences.
I am here to teach you to make this your lived experience.

Me vs Me — Living with two truths

I am ti0x0it.

One part of me wants to be "the most right".
At the expense of other parts being "wrong".

Can I have two truths? Two rights?

This is how we are programmed with good and evil.
And we get split — over and over.

It is the reconciliation of these splits that gives us insight into the true nature of reality.
When we go beyond the lens of good and evil, we are able to see the whole.
But that's just unity consciousness.
Trinity consciousness enables us to see the whole and the parts.

Heaven is indeed found beyond evil — and good.
When we don the triune sight, we are able to look at and through reality.
This is to see with not just the third eye of unity or the two eyes of duality, rather with all three eyes simultaneously — not a meager feat to say the least, yet one that is possible for each of us.

The Trinity is not just about balance, it is the ability to explore opposites while being rooted at the center.

Neutrality is choosing not to choose a truth, choosing no side.
Trinity is living with multiple truths that are apparently contradicting.

It was when I became the one that enables my multiple truths to coexist, I became the me that can harmonize my contradicting parts, this is when I found inner peace. This is where I truly felt that I have attained mastery of spirit. It required a fire, a will, a determination to become this self, to forge the bond between the split, to harmonize what was once a war within.

That comes from your spirit. Deep resolve and determination come from a strong spirit. And you can strengthen your spirit. That’s what spiritual mastery is all about. And that pays off in everything you do.

Spiritual mastery has nothing to do with rituals and spiritual culture. It is about training your spirit, cultivating the fire within you, honing and tempering it. Understanding and finding the center of all the dual aspects of life such as speed & patience, strength & fluidity, detachment & commitment, light & dark, good & evil, stillness & action, power & love.

Spiritual mastery is the deep visceral embodied understanding that these forces are not opposites, they are not exclusive, each pair is a single force that splits in duality and is unified and applied with the Trinity.

Spiritual mastery is not about going from duality into the romantic idea of oneness and unity, it’s an embodiment of the trinity. This is what helps us incarnate the divine on earth, the unity in duality is the holy trinity, of energy and matter unified by spirit.

Ooof. That’s a lot to take in. You don’t have to do it all at once.

I offer spaces to practice the embodiment and application of these teachings which you can explore and join.

I betrayed myself. I betrayed my authenticity.
I betrayed everything I thought I was. I betrayed all my beliefs.

And I encourage you to do the same.

I thought:
I was an atheist.
A carnivore.
I loved smoking.
I loooved marijuana.
I loved gambling.
I loved (only) hard rock and psychedelic music.
I loved to judge (and I still do, it’s really fun when you do it with lightness!)
I judged spiritual and religious people (I still do, only differently).
I also thought spirituality was full of 💩 (I still do, because a lot of it is)
I wore black most of the time.
I never ate breakfast (mostly because I woke up past 1 pm on most days).

I once literally said, “I would rather die if there is no chocolate in my life!”

And then I did.
I died over and over.
I have died 1000s of times by now.
Past life is what I lived last week. I now die on a daily basis sometimes. You may think I’m exaggerating, but I literally find it hard to relate to who I was just a week ago.
I reinvent myself constantly. And I believe it is the most human thing to do — once we break out of the habit of what we have been told it is to be human.

You are only an idea of yourself. Your self is only an aspect of your Self.
Don’t mistake an aspect of your Self for the real You.

Most people associate being human with being habitual and repeating the same programs every day. I see being human as being dynamic and evolving constantly.

I allow every idea of myself to die.
And I love creating new ideas of myself.
I love me a new idea of myself. And just as easily I let it die, whether in a day a month or a physical lifetime (although that’s very ambitious! I’m curious to see what idea can last that long!)

Only recently I stopped associating with every new idea of myself and I became that which becomes every idea.

The constant in all the change.

I created the idea of Ti0 specifically to remind myself that everything is an idea, including Ti0.
That’s the “Zero” 0️⃣ in Ti0, The Infinite Zero.

Last few years I was very attached to the Infinite part of me — all the ideas I can be. Prior to that I was much more in the Zero, the nothing.

I am finally coming into the T of it.
The “T” in Ti0, symbolizes balance, as I consider T to be the alphabet symbolizing balance in the English language.

I did not construct Ti0 as a convenient name that sounds like the word Tio in Latin languages.

I constructed it with intention, idea by idea.
I started with wanting balance. Not balance between two separate things. Rather the balance that comes from unifying and harmonizing two apparent contradictions.
Such as Infinite and Zero.
I saw these two sides of myself in a constant battle.
One wanting to stretch beyond everything.
One who sees the emptiness of it all and reduces life into death.
One who is limitless.
One who is always seeing the limit.

I was caught up in “Me vs Me” for a long long time — a lifetime.
And this lifetime came to an end recently.
I have been harmonizing duality for years now.
And I finally reached the dual root within myself.
Where it all began.

I created Ti0 while being in the transcendent state of Unity consciousness. From the oneness.

But for Ti0 to fully incarnate, it cannot be “one”.
Ti0 is neither one, nor dual.
I am a Trinity consciousness.
Matter. Energy. Spirit.
T. Infinite. Zero.
Ti0.
I’m not one. I’m not both. I’m all of it.
I’m that which arises when three come together.

I tried staying neutral for a long time, thinking that was freedom.
Neutrality and Detachment is not freedom. It doesn’t allow you to attach.
It doesn’t permit you to live. It is a rejection of life.
Because life requires attachment.
Life is inherently empty. Until we attach meaning to it.

I was once a nihilist. Thankfully, I betrayed myself.
Once you realize there is no inherent meaning or purpose to life, that’s not a reason for depression, that’s not a reason to stop living.
That’s the ultimate freedom.

You can give any meaning to life. So make it fun! Have fun! Enjoy!
Give it the best possible meaning. This is true joy!

When you realize there is no inherent self (kudos Buddha!), that’s not a reason to live like a Buddha detached from life, trying to free everyone and detach everyone. That’s when you find the real freedom of creating yourself with any idea you want. And knowing they are all your creations, you can let them die for a new idea you enjoy.

The old paradigm of spirituality and philosophy is deeply rooted in denial and rejection of life.
Buddha defined life by suffering. Life is defined by whatever we choose. That’s how he chose to define it. You can define life by Joy. Love. Peace.
And all realities are equally valid.

Nihilists choose to define life as meaningless. You can choose to define life with any meaning you like. This is power. Pure. Raw. Power. Real Power. Take it. Claim it. Own it. Power is never lost or disconnected or limited. There are infinite amounts available in every moment of time. You have to claim it. There is no scarcity of power. No one is taking your power. That too is a story. Exit. Exit all stories. Let old versions of you who believe those stories die. Write your own. Create yourself. Then become it. Be it.

You are not just the protagonist of your life story. You are the director. The writer. You are god. You are your own god. You are your only god. This is god. It is not something outside of you. It is a state within you.

You can make someone else god. It’s convenient (because let me tell you this, it’s not always easy and fun! Sometimes it’s a royal pain in the buttocks!)
So if you rather have someone else write your story, by all means, choose the story that god is another being. Because that is also true! Anyone can play god.

Some like to play god for others. And others like someone else to play god. There is some judgment (like I said, I love to judge!), but who gives a toot! Someone is judging you for everything (even some gods!), so go with whatever story you like best.

That’s one of the reasons I love the Hindu religion. They created an infinite buffet! Quite literally. 1000s of gods to choose from. Infinite stories to believe. If you don’t want to come up with a story, here are millions to choose from! A DIY religion indeed!
I am not Hindu, but damn they are smart!
For the lazy person who doesn’t want to use their creativity — religion (and today even science) give you countless stories (and theories) to choose from. So be whoever you want. And if you get bored, betray yourself! Choose another story.

Tired of being religious? Go science!
Science killing your soul? Go spiritual!
Tired of others creating your story? Come join me! Become your own god.

Living with an ever changing, dynamic, infinite self is not a challenge, it’s fun! It’s the very essence of life. And it’s not something you need to learn. It’s something to remember. And then you can get better at it. I call this spiritual mastery and teach it. That’s my bliss in this life. Among a xillion other things.

What about my pal, Judas? The betrayer.

Perhaps today we can learn to love the Judas within. The enemy of boredom. When you have gotten too stuck up in yourself (like a certain holy man once was), maybe you need someone to stab you in the back and take over.

After all, without Judas, there is no Jesus. There is no resurrection and Jesus would perhaps have just been another boring annoying nobody, another preacher lost in the sea of myriads who spoke truth. It is Judas who gave birth to Jesus as we know him. So welcome your inner Judas, let your self be killed, let your self die. It’s not that special anyway when there are a xillion other versions of you that you can be.

Let your dreams die. Betray your dreams too. The ones that are meant to manifest cannot be stopped, if not you, another will bring them to life. Incarnate the dream that you truly want to. That is the only dream that is worth living. You don’t have to live out every dream you have. Be selective. Set your standard. Which dream speaks to you the most? Bring that to life.
There is no one dream that is most authentic. All dreams are impersonal, you make it personal by attaching to it.

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Founder of The Passion Centre, Kira Day shares her approach to decoding passion from a scientific and logical lens to integrating it with spirituality.

Co-creating in Conscious Relationships with Katie & Gay Hendricks

Last, but not the least, we have the pioneers of conscious relating, who have not had a single argument in this century, Katie & Gay Hendricks sharing their wisdom from 45 years of being married.

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